i still dont have anything witty to say

but a thought occurred to me whence
i glanced my current background picture



















those were the days my friend
forts
mojos
girls have kudies
halloween apples have razors in 'em

anyhoo

this is my favourite picture of bern
first of all - im sporting a six pack
second - im looking up and smiling
[i had to smile,
my father took the picture - he was a real prick]

...that was prolly inappropriate
but i feel oddly disencumbered

im 48 and still dealing with fucking father issues
JEEZE LOUISE

anyhoo

that pic reminds me
that my life is ahead ...not behind

i have my ash
i have hope
i await just dessert
(maybe i'll have seconds)

bern shares
bv)